Persiapan

Terasa seperti ke'poyo'an aku terserlah bila meng'up'kan entry ini. tapi bila aku tanya kawan-kawan, mereka ckp ehhh tak poyo lah weh.. memang patut pon buat survey dari sekarang.. baru lah tak kelam-kabut nanti. bila difikir-fikirkan, betul jugak tu. alhamdulillah tarikh dah ada. kalau tak ada lagi, apa yang nk di book kan. tunggu cik abang cari tarikh, macam tunggu pak sami tilik nasib.
yang memeningkan kepala aku sekarang ialah tukang make-up. mak aiii mak andam-mak andam zaman sekarang ni.. kadang-kadang demand tak bertempat. charge untuk trial make-up je ada yang cecah sampai 300,250,200.. ish ish ish.. kalau macam tu baik tak payah trial. make-up je terus. tapi kalau tak trial, takot nanti kita tak puas hati dengan hasil kerja dia. for me yang tak pernah make-up ni, baik trial.
tapi kena lah survey, cari yang hasil kerja memuaskan hati dan tak charge macam aku ni anak tan sri. kalau trial 50-100 tu boleh di terima dek akal lagi. tapi 100 tu pon dah mahal tau. sigh..
so far aku punya bahan rujukan adalah dari blog ini, http://renda-perancis.blogspot.com macam-macam input dan output *eceh.. ayat buku* yang aku dapat dari blog ni. hari-hari la aku dok membelek blog ni. ahahahahha.. sambil-sambil buat keje, aku pun surf la. tapi selain tu blog ni jugak membantu, http:///whitelacetale.blogspot.com. ok la, sekian dulu..

Selamat pengantin baru kazzzzen!

Macam ter'over' posing lak.. tp sebab dah takde gamba lain, belasah je la....

Hush Hush...

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain
I never needed strain
My love for you was strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgments
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never asked for help
I take care of myself
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me, and listen to me..
Because
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush

There is no other way
I get the final say
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby, hush, hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything, from how I act, to what I say
I never needed words
I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there every day
I'm sorry for the way I let go
Of everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know that next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say..

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because..

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby, hush, hush

First i was afraid i was petrified
Kept thinking i could never live without you by my side
But i spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
But i grew strong i learned how to carry on

Hush hush hush hush
I've already spoken our love is broken baby
Oh no not i
I will survive
As long as i know how to love
I know i will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
And i'll survive
I will survive
Hey hey..

Hush hush hush hush
There is no other way i get the final say
I don't want too do this any longer
I don't want you there's nothing left to say
Hush hush hush hush
I've already spoken our love is broken
Baby hush hush

Alice in wonderland~

Demam Alice in wonderland dah bermula. itu aku. tak tau lah orang lain. movie pun belum tengok, tapi dah gila dengan alice merchandise. jadi aku yang dah kemaruk sangat dengan alice 'things' ni, merajin-rajinkan diri surf internet, tengok-tengok, jenguk-jenguk, apa barang panassss kat internet. dengan harapan, cepat la masuk malaysia. sebab baca-baca dalam internet, miss selfridge come out dengan alice in wonderland collection. aaaaaaaaa... geramnyaaaaa! di bawah, antara barang-barang rare alice in wonderland. harga tak payah cakap la.. buat bisu jeeee..

Kursus

Penat berkursus semalam pun belum hilang lagi. badan rasa sakit-sakit. punggung rasa sengal-sengal. akibat duduk terlalu lama. hasilnya, aku dapat completed kan kursus kali ini dengan tak berapa nak jayanya. sebab aku tak ikut sangat ape yang penceramah suruh buat. susun-susun borang la, isi-isi borang la.. orang lain sibuk menyusun-nyusun, tapi aku tidur.
kalau tak tidur pon aku main game, tak pon dengar lagu. eheh. walaupon tak berapa jaya, still dapat sijil. sebab ini kursus berbayar. lain la kalau free. memang dah lama kena tiaw ngan penceramah sebab tidur. apa-apa pun kursus aku dah tamat. dah tak payah nak pening-pening kepala fikir lagi lepas ni. malam dah boleh tidur lena dahhh.. :)